Hello, everyone! after dealing with real life and the other nonsense of living, panny and i have decided to bring back war of change. give a round of applause. we’ve worked through all of the information and hopefully improved coherency and cohesion; however, tell us if we missed something. eventually, we’ll announce an event to celebrate the re-opening, so look out for information on that. -RAIDNE, THE HEAD ADMIN
From the moonless night, screams of terror and fear resound, spreading across the world and infecting the masses; however, those sleepless nights occurred years ago. A new era began with the fires of war, and with no end in sight, the residents of Selene Isle trudge through life, basking in the momentary peace. Despite their prayers for continued monotony and peace, a storm brews, stirred to life by the continued presence of Rapture and Wraith. And as we set our sights on the seemingly peace laden isle, we must ask: how shall this tale end?
As the years passed, the number of true pairs increased; however, they continued to live in the shadows, catering to the whims of the mundane. Seven Moons kept watch over them all, instructing them and assisting them, but for many, the attitudes and ideals of the organization were smoldering, suffocating. With Seven Moons and the mundanes, they could not grasp the freedom, the power dangling before their eyes. In the beginning, rebellion was a dream, a fantasy, a figment—developed by the repressed and carried forward due to the nature of humanity. No one expected the call to sound, and no one expected the call to be answered. However, it happened.
There's so many dreams & secret I'm in all of them, which one do you like? Try and choose, I’ll take the handle away I'll grab your steering wheel and drive away
She never thought that, after years of a horrible way of breaking up, she would actually still be worrying about that guy. It began with a sudden text late at night. She was off for the night, feeling all unsettle to patrol and meet other Rapture in Nightshade. Perhaps she has too many things in hand that she frequently skipped meals and sleep and it affected her mood. Everyone knew the vulpine was a hot-tempered female, not to be messed with and inconsiderate when her patience has run off. The air around her has been colder and more ominous than the usual mysterious and calm aura. Some related it to the night she welcomed a stranger while she was on a patrol. They could not identify who he was but the conversation he had with the Regalia was full of pressure and heartbreaking emotions. They did not stay, no, as it was the female's order to leave her and the man alone. But before the order reached them, they realized the man, somehow, torn her apart and revealed another side of Haine no one has ever seen. Rumors and whispers echoed in the nightclub about the man. Who is he? What is, or was actually, his relationship with the vulpine that made her lost herself? Was he her sacrifice?
Questions after questions marched from one Rave to another, and unfortunately, they gained Haine's attention. Min-Yung and Jung-Ho were wondering the same, trying to scoop the answers directly from their daughter, but she was not ready to tell them. Her four passed years, was the darkest time of her life. So there was no need for her to recall it, right? Right. Still, Haine respected her parents and simply answered he was an old acquaintance from the past and the meeting after years lost in contact went kind of over dramatic. She was embarrassed about it herself that she knelt in front of her parents and promised not to do such a thing anymore. Even though it was a normal thing for women to cry, as they were born with emotions that were more sensitive than men, Haine considered it as an inappropriate thing to do. She curled her fist and promised to herself...
Her next tears will not be something embarrassing but it will be tears of solace.
So, about that guy.
She scrolled down to the last message she received from him. Her eyes narrowed as she reread the text. Faint growl escaped from her. It was a perfect low growl of an animal, specifically of a canine, that made passersby gave a smirk at her way. She could not care what the crowd was thinking, their existence in her mind was as tiny as a group of ants with insignificant value of existence and were unnoticed on this island. Despite that, she still needed to avoid from colliding herself and so she did tilt her shoulder aside, move herself to another side and dodged when she felt it was necessary. Eyes were still attached onto the phone screen, while her fingers scrolled the message page from bottom up. Why was she so caught up in worrying about him? Has not their story ended? What was she wishing for? She must be a fool if she got all worked up for this guy.
Maybe she was a fool in this department called love.
One hand held a plastic of two take-away lunch meals she bought from a stall on her way to Eira's house. Oh, yes, she had been there few times and how surprising she felt slightly nostalgic about this. In days, she needed not to worry about herself being Haine in front of him. No, now- she was simply Hae-Sun.... a Korean woman who was about to get pissed when she discovers this sick guy ignores her advise to stay on bed. A sigh escaped from the lips in delicate light pink color. She stared at the door, casually put her phone inside her skinny jeans and huffed heavily.
Calm down, Hae-Sun. Calm down.
The female knocked the door twice and on the third knock, she gave a greeting; a friendly but with nervous kind of greeting.
"Eira? It's Hae-Sun here."
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"Eira? It's Hae-Sun here."
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TAGS: @zeit01 OOC: Don't make her kicked the door. It's too much work. OTZ
OUR FUTURE'S HERE AND NOW, HERE COMES THE COUNTDOWN!
soft groans sounded from the mound of blankets, which shifted as the figure underneath moved, and after a few prolonged seconds, the protective barrier shattered, split apart by the exhausted male. cobalt blue colored eyes narrowed as the sun spilled into the living room, and as he shoved the blankets away from his body, he brought one hand closer to press against his forehead, a pained moan escaping him. his motions ceased as the throbbing in his skull increased, flashes of memories sending spikes of pain through his body and reminding him of his midnight text to his former lover. his free hand reached out blindly toward the coffee table. slender fingers searched for his phone, and upon colliding with the object, he grabbed the device, pulling it closer and commencing a short conversation with the dark haired elite of rapture.
with a final text, he tossed the phone onto the seat next to him, leaving it innocently lying on top of the blankets. cracks resounded through the empty apartment as he pushed himself into an upright position. the world swayed dangerously as he attempted to traverse the nearly spotless apartment, for he needed to find the aspirin. syeira contemplated crawling into bed and heeding hae-sun’s worried text; however, various tasks required his attention and time. another groan slipped past his parted lips as he pressed his forearm against the wall, leaning his weight against the immobile object and waiting for his sense of balance to return. his clothing clung to his lithe frame while he felt undeniably filthy. the purplette remembered being dragged to a nearby bar, coerced into spending the afternoon with an acquaintance and talked into consuming an unhealthy amount of alcohol. fuck, he breathed, the word rolling off his tongue and sounding foreign to his ears.
seconds ticked by, mocking him; however, the dark haired model refused to succumb to the painful ache of his head and pushed forward, clinging to the furniture and slowly traversing the various rooms of his apartment. when he reached his bedroom, he fished out a pair of dark sweat pants and the other necessary essentials. the light caused spikes of pain to shoot through his body, and by the time he reached the bathroom, his chest moved rapidly in time with his silent heaving. clumsy movements allowed him to climb out of his clothes and step into the shower. warm water descended upon him and granted him a momentary reprieve from the continued throbbing of his head. time lost meaning as the water caressed his figure, lulling him into a dazed state and helping him forget the worried tone of his former girlfriend’s messages. he refused to buy into hope. it would only end in further heartbreak.
the peacefulness of his apartment shattered with the sharp pounding of a fist against the door, dragging syeira back to reality and forcing him to end his shower. from his position, he could not hear the voice that succeeded the knock; however, only hae-sun knew of his current condition. with sluggish movements, he grabbed a towel, drying off his body and then throwing the white object around his neck. wet locks of dark hair rested against the pristine item as he pulled on his selected ensemble. deeming himself appropriately dressed, he reached out and opened the door, trudging through the apartment and reaching the living room as the door swung open. one dark eyebrow rose as he leaned his body against the doorframe, utilizing the motionless structure as support. did you use the key? he queried with an exhausted sigh following his question. or burst through the object with your foot? sapphire hued eyes connected with his visitor’s figure. or did i not close the door properly? with those final words, he allowed pale eyelids to descend over his eyes, the darkness easing the pain of his head and granting him a moment of blissful ignorance.
There's so many dreams & secret I'm in all of them, which one do you like? Try and choose, I’ll take the handle away I'll grab your steering wheel and drive away
She admired every inch about him secretly and was aspired by him to be a strong woman as well. She was already at the top of the life back then, being the Regalia of Rapture and all, but if she was to take off the fox mask, Hae-Sun was just a plain Korean girl. She was cute, no doubt, but her inability to express emotions made her a sullen existence in a room. That was why she preferred to sleep with her music player on on a couch in the studio while her brothers were doing photo shoot. Only when she was sleeping, her posture and calm facial expression matched a five-star model shoot quality. Such pictures were taken and were given to Mirae family, which pissed Haine off because it was creepy and extremely embarrassing.
Like- who on Earth actually enjoys their pictures taken while they are sleeping soundly?!
She remembered the time when they were dating. She knew exactly everything about him; his stubbornness, his strong sense to be independent and his reluctance to show her his weaknesses. His last message screamed obedience and oblivion of her advise- no, order. She was ordering to stay on bed and waited for her to come but knowing him, he probably threw his phone away and pretended she did not send such message. The woman sighed heavily as she rubbed her side forehead. It has been four years, why the hell she kept remembering herself she knew him so well? Why can't she simply agree to the whole 'old acquaintance from the past' shit?
Well... This was what happened that morning.
"An old acquaintance? My, Hae-Sun. You never told me you met your former high school friend here!" Min-Yung exclaimed excitedly. Both palms rested on one another close to her open lips as the older woman batter her eyelashes. Hae-Sun smirked as she turned to her father who gave her a definite stare. Yeah. She knew she can trick her mother, but her dad... well, no one has ever passed through him successfully without giving in into his deadly stare. She smirked more and almost shrieked at his dark expression, perhaps he realized his daughter was lying... maybe? Jung-Ho flapped the newspapers to fix the pages straight back and shifted his field of vision from Hae-Sun to the newspapers. The child exhaled heavily.
"So she's sick, you said? Why not cook her some of our ginseng?" Happy Min-Yung suggested as she got up from her seat. Nobody would believe this woman was actually a fearless Sacrifice of Voidless, the rebel pair from South Korea and the founder of Rapture. Her bubbly attitude was so bright it blinded others with her enthusiasm and even made her Fighter smiled, which was an awkward thing for Hae-Sun. She prepared a packet of tea herbs for Hae-Sun to serve for the friend. Oh, well, Hae-Sun lied about her friend being a female. She would be damned if the cunning pair knew he was actually her former boyfriend.
Anyway. She fixed the black beret on her head and hummed in wonder. Perhaps, Eira has indeed listened to her words and was resting. She brought her hands together and childishly fidgeted. Perhaps she should have just used the key. The female pouted. Was she out of her mind? He could have changed the door lock and that would seriously hurt her to know the key cannot open the door to his home. Black furred ears lowered as she felt dispirited by the thought. She was ready to walk away when the door opened itself. One shoulder had already faced other way while the other one was facing the door. She turned her head to the latter and blinked. Strange, she thought he was not clumsy type when it comes to his own security. But then he was sick, wasn't he? Perhaps he was not aware of this. She placed her palm on the door and pushed it gently so it would open fully to allow her to enter. Silvery eyes checked the doorway. Eira did not open the door, so it must have not been closed properly. She muttered in Korean as she bent down and unzipped her boots.
"Pardon my intrude."
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He was right, about his apartment remained the same even though years has passed. She walk as stealth as she could, practically tried not to awake the sick man from his slumber, or so she thought. She was going to pass by the living room when a voice caught her by surprise.
"did you use the key?"
She flinched, her body stood straight and immediately she turned to the direction where the voice came from. Her iris thinned like a canine and her body made a swift turn to face him in a defensive pose. It was Eira and while he was continuing to question her way into his house, the virgin's eyes set on a very unsettling sight of the half-nude man. As a reflex, Haine withdrew herself way from him, even though they were pretty far apart, and leaned herself against the wall. Her voice heard shivering as her Caucasian face turned red like a blooming rose. "E-e-eira! Wh-what are you doing here?!" She asked one stupid question and when she realized it, her head was shook and she corrected herself, "I mean, aren't you supposed to be sleeping?! And why are you appearing with only short pants on you?!" This was not a good incident for someone as pure as her. She flailed around as her eyes glanced here and there, anywhere else but him. She groaned, "And I did no such thing! You did not lock your damn door so it opened on its own...." her voice softened little by little. Her brows knitted as she has fixed her eyes to stare a divider nearby. Her cheek remained red in embarrassment.
"You should... go and wear something. I brought food and medicines from home, just in case your stock is not enough." She said, trying her best not to get affected by this event. God damn it, now she can never get married! She was furious but at the same time weak. She can't scowl or even raise a voice at sick Eira, so she was trying her best not to overstep this.
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"You should... go and wear something. I brought food and medicines from home, just in case your stock is not enough."
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TAGS: @zeit01 OOC: ALERT! ALERT! HAINE'S LOSING HER HP! DRAINING!
OUR FUTURE'S HERE AND NOW, HERE COMES THE COUNTDOWN!
with difficulty, syeira forced his eyes open, staring at the ravenette from beneath his lashes. his energy levels fluctuated horribly as his weight pressed against the door frame, relying entirely on the immobile object to remain upright. even from his stationary position, the world swayed, tilting forward and backward with each blink of his eyes. throbbing pain continued to shoot through his body from his head, and he mentally swore off alcohol. he, however, realized that he utilized alcohol as a crutch, relying on the substance to numb his emotions. the dark haired model never wanted hae-sun to realize the severity of their situation or of his descent into depression, and he wanted to turn tail and flee from her, not wishing to subject himself to more heartbreak. regardless of his conscious desires, he enjoyed her presence and opened his heart to her. without her, his heart iced over, leaving a void that he could not destroy. chuckles slipped past his defenses, a soft sound that contained a bitter note. his head connected with the door frame, figure visibly curling in upon itself. had the alcohol agitated his cold? dark brows furrowed as he contemplated the notion, thoughts whirling aimlessly through his conscious mind and sending him on a wild goose chase. his ability to concentrate eluded him and left him vulnerable—at the mercy of hae-sun’s care.
that color suits you, he slurred, pained gaze resting on the stains of red that resided upon her cheeks. the clash of the vivid color and her dark hair reminded him of the fox she emulated. very cute. the words rolled off his tongue without conviction as he pushed himself away from the door frame, stumbling into the living room and supporting himself on trembling legs. his body seemed heavy as he attempted to move forward, feet shuffling forward slightly with each attempt to move. syeira vaguely remembered catching an unknown virus during his childhood, which caused his mother to race around the house in a manner reminiscent of a headless chicken. pale lips quirked into an amused grin as he drew closer to hae-sun, unconsciously moving toward her instead of the couch. the world continued to spin dangerously around him, but his pain riddled mind paid little attention to the possible consequences of his reckless actions. for once, he wanted to rest and take a moment to gather his wits. his life comprised of stalking through the night and slaughtering politicians and crooks alike. peaceful moments did not exist, and while dating the blackette, he dwelled on cloud nine, relishing each opportunity to unwind with her on various outings.
his forward momentum halted, body tilting dangerously forward as his forehead connected with hae-sun’s shoulder. sorry, he breathed, shivers wracking his frame. the raven haired rapture elite served as the lone support for his weary mind and body. exhaustion weighed upon his limbs, and after a few brief seconds, he pulled away, reestablishing the necessary distance and pinning the woman with darkened sapphire hued eyes. words raced through his mind; however, his mouth refused to move, allowing silence to encroach upon them. seconds dragged by as he searched for an appropriate response. subconsciously, he delighted in his former lover’s presence, and with each passing minute, his guard dropped lower and lower until it vanished. her presence lulled him into a state of relaxation, which amplified his ailing condition. he tended to shove aside discomforts and continue with his assigned tasks—both as a model and as an assassin. when given an opportunity to rest, the ailments either vanished or gained intensity. syeira refused to yield to a cold or to a migraine, preferring to work steadily through the pain. he, however, recognized the futility of such an endeavor. his current condition hindered his plans and forced him to reevaluate the situation.
might be worse than a migraine, he mumbled, voice barely above a whisper. vertigo assaulted him, sending his body teetering from side-to-side. his struggle to remain in control ended in failure, for his heavy frame proceeded to descend toward the ground. from his position, he found himself falling toward hae-sun; however, as the impending crash drew steadily closer, he admitted defeat, his cobalt blue colored eyes disappearing behind pale lids and body losing all signs of consciousness. syeira descended into the welcoming embrace of darkness, surrendering himself to the pain and allowing his conscious mind to retreat into the blissful numbness of the unconscious realm. it was paradise in comparison to the reality he escaped. hopefully, he could linger in the vast darkness for a while.
"It's all right... I'm here. So just, rest, alright?"
She was well aware of the amount of pain he had to sustained after that night. The night she cast away his presence as if it was another night she cried for his name in her dream. Such dream happened once in a while, thankfully, but when it happened, she prayed she could remain in slumber for eternity.
Her heart tuned in a different set of songs, losing the balance she used to have in her grasp and slowly shattered. She was a brave woman, or at least she had to make herself looked brave in front of the others. They depended on her to become their pillar to stand and their sword to cut down all enemies that tried to interfere with Rapture's vision. She kept herself in silence, only to hum the sad song alone in the dark where she knew she belonged.
Waiting... and waiting...
Her eyes blinked and she returned a quick gaze at him. The half-nude figure made the woman flinched and turned away again. For God's sake, can he move back to his room?! She held her breathe, feeling she has no more control of her voice. She might made a strange sound if she tried to speak, and doing so will definitely be the end of her. When he mentioned about a colour, Hae-Sun raised her hand up over her face and blushed. Her eyes did not dare to glare at him despite she was furious by his statement. What was he up to?! Was he trying to pick on her knowing she could not injure him because he was sick?! Her mind visualized a table before her and she flipped it into the air angrily while roaring.
THUD... THUD....
Slowly her ears caught misfit footsteps. Her eyes turned back to him and widened in surprise. The sick man was heading towards her. Her body tensed up as she realized it was impossible to run away now. She can't simply walk away from him, can she? What if he falls? What if he falls AND hits his head? What if he falls, hits his head AND passes out? The chain of an endless horrible endings for Eira if she was to run away began to form in her conscious mind. She was terrified by it, at least because she was not the type to simply let weak man on his own. Another reason was because...
she still loved him.
Hae-Sun shut her eyes tightly as he rested his forehead on her shoulder. Her heart began to drum quickly and loudly as if his forehead has pressed a button that made her shuddered like a woman. She covered her mouth and turned her head away, trying not to make a sound out of this overwhelming miserable feeling. Damn, she could feel her guts were twirling and her adrenaline rushed up and down through her veins. She felt excited and this was not the normal type of excitement she meant. Hae-Sun never liked to be touched. Like someone who was born with an empathy, Hae-Sun could easily understand one's feelings by touching, especially if the person was a sacrifice. It was a gift, a so called power she inherited from her mother. When she shared a strong bond with an individual, she was able to see through them. Her eyes glanced back at his face and only his face.
"sorry,"
With a word uttered, her heartbeat stormed a different rhythm; a sympathetic rhythm as she watched his strength to fight drained. It was strange how the man could easily bend himself and cast away his pride in a situation like this. But then again, Eira always demonstrated such a fragility side in front of her, a side that allured the female to drop her guard and to allow him to enter her heart. She fidgeted a little bit, ready to move away so she could head to the kitchen and prepare the herbal tea, when she realized he swayed side to side like a blown curtain.
Oh shit.
"EIRA!" She called his name. Red plastic bag dropped to the ground off her hold as she freed her both hands to catch him. The woman stepped front, caught him in her arms and with a thud, she let him fell on her. She drew herself slightly to the back so her back could lean against the wall. She gasped, hair stood as her warm skin touched the cold bare skin of the man. She was in hell of shock.
"Damn you are right! You're not well, you're having fever, are you?!" She exclaimed, panicking. Anxiety overtook her. She knew it, Eira was not the type who would get bad migraine! She knew he was strong and hardly could get sick from just few shots of alcohol. What caused him to fall sick? Did he work himself out? She knitted her eyebrows and scolded him with low voice, "This is why I said you should just rest!" She would go on and on and on about this, but she knew it would be useless. Her eyes examined him slowly becoming unconscious. A sigh escaped.
"It's all right... I'm here. So just, rest, alright?" she muttered and patted his dark hair. It was wet. She should dry him first, right? Haine fixed her standing posture, letting him continued to cling on her slender figure and when she felt it was all right to move, she pulled him up and slowly brought him along. The interior of the house was still the same, and she felt slightly hurt inside.
The couch they used to sit together. The coffee table they used to laugh and have evening snacks together. The wall shelves where his favorite collections were on display and she would play with.
It was as though the time did not move a slight second forward. Everything remained static as it was before. She smiled painfully.
Her voice heard low and in sorrow, "Eira, you should change some stuff around. Isn't that how things are supposed to be about you?" Her hand rested on his chest, granting him the warmth of her body to flow into him.
The sound of ticking clock heard echoed faintly in the silent compartment of the house, as she remained silent and continued to head to his bedroom with him.
OUR FUTURE'S HERE AND NOW, HERE COMES THE COUNTDOWN!
sounds and sensations blurred together—an indistinguishable blob of movement that assaulted his aching mind. darkness encroached upon his vision, which viewed the world in a kaleidoscope of contrasting colors. there were no sharp lines or familiar shapes, for the world morphed into a sea of pixelated, one dimensional spaces. claws hooked into him, dragging his unresisting body toward the blissful peace of the unconscious realm. unease evaporated from his features as the descent continued, and the gentle breeze accumulated by his downward movement soothed the dark haired model, whose body shifted between overwhelming heat and biting cold. clarity eluded his grasp despite the unexpected halt to his fall, for in his mind, the descent continued, his body hurtling toward the ground with no savior in sight. a ragged breath escaped him as a murmuring voice graced his ears and broke through the fog surrounding his mind, words bunched together and resounded incomprehensibly through his mind.
relief flooded through his system, and his last vestige of consciousness disappeared. despite his inability to understand, he sensed the promise in hae-sun’s words and allowed himself to depart from reality. she had not been a dream conjured by his feverish mind. the ravenette stood before him and did not intend to leave him. hope flared to life within his heart; however, he quickly destroyed the notion, rationalizing his actions due to her subservience to rapture. he held no sway over her heart. she brushed him aside, and he accepted her choice. in the end, hae-sun should have maintained the established distance, for she proceeded to shatter the remaining pieces of his heart, cruelly breaking the fragile organ with her presence. there would never be a respite from their past nor his love for her. she was undeniably cruel.
within the darkness, his wandering thoughts disappeared, silenced by the endless sea of black. his body floated through the expanse, suspended and pushed forward by an unseen force. time slowed, but in the oppressive atmosphere, time lost meaning. emotions and worries disappeared. the unconscious realm trapped people within a bubble, which did not allow for thought, for movement, for emotion. his body drifted in suspended animation. despite the severity of his condition, the welcoming warmth of unconsciousness helped ease the pain and the knowledge of hae-sun’s presence. his desires warred against each other, for he wanted to remain at her side though realized that he could not. her presence mocked him, which cast his sudden descent into darkness in inviting colors. syeira prayed for her departure. he did not want to experience the excruciating, crushing pain of heartbreak.
dark cobalt blue colored eyes flickered open, studying the blurred images and shifting to land on hae-sun. the blackette supported his weight, and their forward momentum left his head spinning in confusion. seconds passed before exhaustion grasped him again. he succumbed to the pressure and let his mind drift away again. he hovered near the surface, listening intently to the sound of their feet against the hard wood floor. her words caught him by surprise, but he supposed his inability to alter the arrangement of his apartment shocked everyone. they viewed him as a creature that constantly trudged forward and refrained from maintaining any lingering attachments to the past. he rarely found himself captivated by people, and his enchantment with hae-sun refused to end, keeping him from shifting the items in his apartment and leaving himself with the constant reemergence of his memories. syeira questioned his own logic as the familiar ticking of his aged grandfather clock filled the apartment.
couldn’t, he slurred, flinching slightly due the unexpected shift from hard wood to carpet. pale lids kept his eyes hidden, and a moan threatened to escape him. he managed to maintain control over himself despite his condition. pain thrummed through his body with each step; however, the purplette planned to prevail over his illness. where… dark brows furrowed as pale lips curved into a noticeable frown. … are you… the effort required to speak drained him, but syeira stubbornly clung to consciousness and refused to yield to the virus, which ravaged his body and ability to concentrate. … dragging me? sapphire tinted eyes reappeared, boring into hae-sun’s for a brief moment. his strength waned, forcing him to lower pale lids over his jewel toned eyes and leaving him without the strength to keep his head up. his current reliance on hae-sun sparked an overwhelming sense of vulnerability that he lacked the energy to combat. why had she come?
"Try and push me aside Eira, and I'll give you a kick you will faint from it."
She wanted to leave him if she could. She wanted to leave, and to forget him but his presence has been carved deeply in her conscious mind. He was part of her, even if fate warned her many times that he was not hers. He owned a permanent seat in her heart and it saddened her to see the seat was empty. Like a house without a resident, the house was bound to be priceless and gloomy, no matter how beautiful it was. She could not deny that that abandoned house was her heart, that was left empty the night she told him to leave.
She told him to not come back, and he told her they should not meet anymore.
Both shot their own guns at the same time, an a question rose. Who got hit on the worst part?
Clearly, her aim was more acute than she thought. Seeing this man sunk into an ill state proved her shot may have hit him- and it hit him hard. Who could have thought a man like him could be this... weak? Her heart beat a different tone; a longing and sorrowful tone. Remorse filled in her heart tank till it spill out and corroded the surface. She closed her eyes.
i’m not the only cruel one
Her lips parted lightly. Her voice heard gentle and low like a whisper. "You are not."
It was then the man showed some signs of struggling. Hae-Sun looked at him with her brows knitted lightly. She was worried- terribly worried about him, actually. Why must this man keep pushing himself? Why can't he just... let himself at ease? Was he that determined to have things in his control? She can't understand his point of retaliating, knowing this fight will not be his victory.
A sigh exhaled from the female. She did not express any emotions, only a sigh had taken its place.
Then, after few seconds passed, she continued walking and answered him with a half-dead serious tone, "I'm dumping you into the nearby river through the back window." She was not even sure if there was a river behind his apartment, or if it was possible to do it. All and all, she was just too angry with him and his restless sense to argue with her. She began nagging, "You are heavy, stubborn, sick and stupid. I told you to stay on bed but nooo. You just have to soak yourself and now look at you! You are wet, not properly dressed and helpless."
She wondered where she got this casualty to snap at people through endless lines of complains. She bet her mother was a nagger too. How can a Sacrifice like her become infamous for the aggressiveness in battle? She was cheerful and appeared all defenseless at home. Her father however remained to show great amount of dignity as her Fighter. She heard rumors how her mother's sharp tongue could easily slice through enemy's concentration and defense.
Perhaps she inherited her such traits.
The woman kept silent momentarily and then spoke, "I'm taking you to your room so I could dry you off and put some decent clothes on you." She scoffed and growled.
"Try and push me aside Eira, and I'll give you a kick you will faint from it. With God's mercy, I might not literally throw you into the river," she said, not wanting to feel hurt emotionally if he was to decline her offer... by securing herself violently.
Guess she was not in the mood to flow with his demands now.
OUR FUTURE'S HERE AND NOW, HERE COMES THE COUNTDOWN!
regardless of circumstances, life maintained a constant forward momentum, dragging people through the currents of time and refusing to grant them a reprieve from reality. some people drowned themselves in fantasies, relying on novels to grant them access to mythical realms; however, some believed in dealing with the presented circumstances, rising above the towering wave of misfortune and conquering their fate. those individuals displayed strength and wisdom, but most people lacked the resolution to act upon their decisions, brushing aside the obvious choice and complicating their existence further. syeira refused to submerge himself in a fabricated world as he understood the consequences of losing touch with reality, yet he doubted his ability to continue trudging forward. hae-sun had illuminated his world of shadows, adding vibrancy to his monotonous existence and granting him a taste of a normal life. when she walked away, his world crashed. it returned to the grey scale view that threatened to eradicate his soul before hae-sun’s abrupt entrance into his life.
the dark haired model often wished that she never appeared. heartbreak and turmoil followed her, and for him, she spelled his doom. he waited for the fateful encounter—the one that resulted in his death. syeira understood the extent of his abilities and recognized the futility of trading blows with the blackette. no, her victory—in a physical confrontation—was not guaranteed, but he could not—or perhaps… simply… would not—unsheathe his blade and attempt to detach her head from her body or run the sword through her heart. despite the blood staining his hands, the purplette recognized that her death spelled his demise, translating into her victory over him. they did not exist in a world that allowed for peaceful games in the gentle glow of the late afternoon sun.
strength returned to the male for a brief moment, allowing him to lift his head and pin the woman with an unimpressed glance. her words rang in his mind and taunted him with the absurdity of her statement. elatha’s dwelling did not overlook a river; therefore, tossing him out the window signified his departure from life. syeira wanted her to abandon him—to act upon her statement and to watch as his body descended toward the ground. in reality, the world continued to spin around him, and his body seemed to be in a perpetual descent. perhaps falling would grant him clarity. bitter chuckles escaped him. the sound elicited another spike of pain from his head, and with a pitiful moan, he lowered his head, feeling the subtle shift of his bangs. hae-sun’s voice continued to wash over him. her words soothed him despite the nagging quality of her statement. with his energy fluctuating, the assassin wanted to maintain his silence until her ability to continue ranting ceased.
dark brows furrowed in a mixture of pain and confusion, for the unexpected threat of violence contrasted with the worried tone of her previous remarks. he, however, wondered if the threat was her shield—her attempt at securing herself against his rejection. syeira never desired her assistance and teetered on the edge of dismissing her, but when faced with her insecurity, his resolution wavered and then cracked, shattering into pieces and leaving him without a crutch. please… toss me out the window, he began in a raspy tone, voice wavering with each word. i would welcome death… it’s the beginning of the next adventure. pale lids descended over his jewel toned eyes as his knees knocked into his bed, the familiar structure anchoring him to the present. and the threat of violence is… his voice trailed away as the confusion became tantamount on his visage. … why? he breathed in a strangled tone as her words invaded his mind, echoing tauntingly and striping him of his defenses. for a brief moment, he hated her.
"You can ignore me, if you hate me helping you that much,"
She has no strength to kick him if he was to push her away. Well, maybe she does but she couldn't. She did it to protect herself, that was the only way she could secure herself from shattering any further.
Her silver eyes squinted small as she glanced down and over for the sick man. She gave a glare so sharp she could have skinned him if they were to take a physical form. "What are you? A leading actor in a play?" she mocked his way of speaking for he sounded like someone who had lived the era of famous poetry and authorial. Seoul-born woman like her never bothered to understand or to appreciate western's love for poems and sonnets. She knew Shakespeare, but that was because the dead man's famous Sonnet 18 masterpiece would determine whether she will pass her English class or not. Truthfully, the sonnet was the only poem she ever loved to read, to memorize and to understand.
But thy eternal summer shall not fade Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st; Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade, When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st;
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see, So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
The apartment was big, but gloomy. It was neat, but it made her heart felt messed. She did not dare to look up and around over the interior any more than she needed to to avoid from colliding and losing her and his balance. Trapped by the past- was he purposely trying to torment himself? He could easily wiggle himself out, right? So why didn't he? She opened the door to his room and with a creak, it granted an access to one of the spaces she never set her foot in yet. During the days she was dating him, she was reluctant to go into his room. Her mind would wander in gutter and would make her blushed secretly. Therefore, she forbid herself from entering that part of the apartment. Now, her mind has grown maturely that when her eyes set upon the sight of his bed, all the female could think of was to throw this sick man back where he was supposed to be and be done with it.
She placed him on the bed gently though, rejecting the idea of tossing him like a doll onto the bed because that would worsen his condition. She imagined his body became sensitive that even a slight force would cause him to feel like being hit by a speeding car. She used to catch fever herself, and it was not a pretty experience. She did not answer him for the moment, as her body left his side and headed for any openings in the room to seek for fresh air to enter in and cool the room naturally. Her iris narrowed in response to the sudden flash of light from the sky, causing her to hiss lightly. She violently pulled the shades to shield the bright light from continuing to hurt her eyes. Now that's done, she turned to face him with her weigh all shifted on to one leg.
"Sorry, but I do not plan to become a murderer," she said calmly. "At least not when I do not have my mask."
Murdering people was not part of her usual tasks. She may be a Rapture, and the Regalia's Vulpes, but by no means she agreed to such act of violence. She never believed in such act of gore could ease one's pain in life, for death was only seen as a worthy solution by cowards. She was not planning to let him get through her head, so she continued, "My father never raised me to become a murderer, so does the Rapture." Her eyes closed and opened slowly. She dared not to imagine him died, despite that was the only dream she has these few days. Eira, her father, her mother, her friends; such nightmare made the woman woke up with tears lingered at the corner of her eyes.
Make it stop.
A heavy sigh escaped. "Why what, Eira?" She was unclear of his question. What was he trying to ask? She did not bother to wait for his reply and headed for the towel that was hanging over his shoulders. She took it and covered his top head with it. Her hand then stretched for his forehead where she could touch and feel if his fever was only starting. Her face remained expressionless, as if he was a nobody but a neighbor who fell sick and lived alone without anyone else to ask for help from.
"You can ignore me, if you hate me helping you that much, but i don't plan to let a helpless man on his own. You can think this is just an act of humanity, if that could shut you up and put yourself to rest," she stated clearly, having no feelings of remorse, or hurt, or anything in her voice. She was having too many emotions inside that she could not even extract them one by one properly. They were tangled all in a lump like a ball- ready to be thrown and explode like a grenade. With deep inhale, she pulled herself away and said, "I'll leave you now to prepare herbal tea and soup for dinner you can just rest and not exert yourself for the day."
She stopped and turned behind for him. Her head tilted aside as she smiled little bit. "I am not trained to kill someone with poisons. There's, however, a tiny chance your stomach might get grumpy due to too much salt but that's all, so relax." She reached her hand for the door knob, ready to leave him on his own.
@zeit01 OOC: Lol Haine, you are no better than him yourself actually =w=;;
OUR FUTURE'S HERE AND NOW, HERE COMES THE COUNTDOWN!
two roads diverged in a yellow wood, and sorry i could not travel both
pale lips quirked into a bitter smile, the subtlest shift in expression that belayed the extent of his own inner turmoil. his life revolved around either fleeing from hae-sun or being captivated by her beauty and by her charm. she morphed into his poison, into his crutch, into his confidant, and into his dream; however, he lacked the skill set required to dispel the distance between them. if he reached out, his fingers brushed harmlessly through her image—like she was merely an illusion concocted by his mind. she did not grant him the opportunity to raise above his affiliation to wraith, but he refused to begrudge her, having recognized the futility of prying her away from rapture. the blackette decided their fate, shattering his heart and fracturing his mind in the process. his resolve wavered as his gaze locked onto the bed, which rested innocently on one side of the room.
soft fabric brushed against bare skin as his companion helped him perch upon the unmoving object, his arms draped over his legs, and with his head bowed, he could only listen intently as hae-sun continued to move around the room. her voice filled the space, words keeping the silence at bay and reminding syeira of peaceful summer afternoons. tears gathered in his eyes as he lifted his hands, pressing the trembling appendages against his face and allowing his fingers to tangle with the damp locks. shivers wracked his frame as pain throbbed throughout his tense frame. the world spun incomprehensibly around him. the dark haired assassin lacked the mental capability to dissect his emotions and to deal with hae-sun’s presence. she brightened his gloomy world, but she elicited deep cracks within his fragile mind, raining devastation upon him with her actions. why had she come?
though as for the passing there had warn them really about the same,
the faint sound of footsteps graced his ears, causing the man to lower his hands and tiredly lift his head to connect his gaze with hae-sun’s. she maintained a frigid disposition—a mask meant to shield her from further harm. syeira wanted to laugh or to cry or to flee, for the constant shift in emotions left him feeling trapped and unprotected. his vulnerable state increased his fears as he doubted his ability to capture the aloof façade that he usually adorned when near his former lover. his heart hammered against his ribs as the towel shifted from around his neck, descending upon his head and brushing against the water laden strands as hae-sun tended to him. her voice continued to envelop him, and to his ailing mind, her constant murmurings shouted of safety. unease bubbled to the forefront of his mind as the towel disappeared from his frame.
sapphire tinted eyes shifted away from the carpeted ground, seeking out hae-sun’s familiar figure as terror gripped at his heart. her words echoed in his mind, and with each passing second, deep fissures appeared in his mindscape, which teetered on the edge of complete annihilation. hae-sun convinced him to drop pretenses and to forget about his carefully constructed shields, and after destroying the last of his defenses, she tossed him aside, casting his heart to the ground and cruelly watching as it shattered. no, she did not witness the outcome of their disastrous breakup; however, syeira continued to suffer due to the hope that her presence elicited within his heart. the staccato beating of the organ helped ground him in reality as the woman began retreating from his side, walking closer and closer to the door with each stuttered beat of his heart.
yet knowing how way leads on to way, i doubted if i should ever come back.
in an unexpected movement, syeira pushed himself to his feet, striding across the room and reaching out to grasp the ravenette’s shoulder. his reckless actions caused pain to thrum through his frame; however, he ignored the slight increase of discomfort while carefully wrapping his arms around hae-sun. his chest pressed against her back as the silky feel of her hair jumped to the forefront of his mind. i’m sorry, he whispered in a barely audible voice, breath brushing against her ear. i… he faltered as faint traces of red appeared on his pale cheeks—the only visible sign of his illness and of his embarrassment. he lacked the ability to translate his emotions into words, yet he needed to express himself to hae-sun.
to his addled mind, inaction meant losing hae-sun forever, so he needed to risk everything for one final confession. he… needed to…
two roads diverged in a wood, and i— i took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference.
hae-sun… syeira breathed as his strength began fading. there’s so much… exhaustion weighed upon his mind, causing his eyes to disappear behind pale lids. … so much… i wish… his ability to carry his weight vanished in a moment, but instead of relying on the dark haired rapture elite, the model released his captive, allowing his shoulder to collide with the white washed wall. sorry. jewel toned eyes briefly reappeared as he began to descend toward the carped ground, shoulder sliding against the wall. i think… i’m going to leave you alone for a while. those final words echoed in his mind as consciousness vanished from his battered frame.
"You are stupid, I told you to stay on the bed, didn't I?"
The hallway of this apartment used to echo the voice of their laughter together. How comfortable it was to lie down with him on the couch in the hall, poking him and cackling at his sense of humor that made her jaws felt tired from excessive amount of grinning. The kitchen that used to be the place she sneaked for a bottle of water and the counter was once the place she would sit and wait for him to come back. Her mind recalled those memories and soon she found herself indulged by the sentimentality. Could she forgive herself for the man? Could Eira forgive himself for the woman? Her eyes closed as she sighed. Clearly, neither of them can. Forgiveness can only be done if she was to forgive him for herself, not another way around. She can, but can he? A bitter smile accompanied her as she was ready to leave the room.
"It's all right, once you are back to normal, you won't need me anymore. So rest, all right?" she said calmly. The door creaked open an inch and was ready to let the crack grew wider with every pull she planned to make when her mind ceased the plan. Her eyes widened as she gasped as a reaction from a sudden force around her. Her eyes did not dare to move away from the door, nor her hand that was gripping tightly to the door knob. She gritted her teeth and curled her free hand into fist. Stop this, Eira. Stop, please. She begged in her mind, quietly waited for the man to move away. It tormented her. She was ready to pretend that this was nothing, that their time together was just a drama played on television and that none of the things that happened between them was real. She was ready to leave him as he is once this was over. So why? Why was he hugging her?
her body shuddered over the hot breathe of this man- the man she first learnt to love from and the last. She closed her eyes and tilted her head away lightly, trying to avoid from giving herself into her desire to simply turn and embrace him. He is sick, Hae-Sun. She told her heart to stop it from wishing her body to do something she should not do. He wanted to speak but he couldn't. She hoped he was unable to, for whatever word that was about to come out from his mouth was as good as a poison that could kill her instantly. The scene made as if time has slowed down and stopped. It was heart-throbbing. When he let go off her, Hae-Sun did not turn her eyes to see him. No, she was afraid. Her eyes began to cloud with tears and she did not blink an eye at all knowing if she did, tears will start rolling. She kept looking at the door as she waited for him to say something.
"I think… i’m going to leave you alone for a while."
She opened the door instantly, got out and bang the door shut. Heavy huffs escaped form her mouth as she faced the door she had just closed with her hand remained holding the knob tightly. She looked down quietly, gritting her teeth. Between the gap of her black strands of hair, transparent drops began to roll down on her cheeks. She leaned her arms on the door, whispering as she held her breath in hope she won't break down.
"You are stupid, I told you to stay on the bed, didn't I?" She murmured, stood up straight and started walking. The herbs and food were still in the plastic bag she dropped nearby the hall. She walked straight for the bag, picked it up and headed for the kitchen. A heavy breathe escaped through her nose as she began serving the food on proper plate and preparing the herbal tea. She took her a phone, scrolled down through a file of songs and selected a song called Disturbance. The track was played and it echoed throughout the compartment. She sang along with the song, having no difficulty to sing for it was in Korean.
Her hand clapped twice as she found herself delightful at the sight of both the food and the herbal tea were successfully prepared. She has placed them on a platter and with everything else like tissues, spoons and extra plates and bowls on it, she carried it back to the room. Almost an hour and she had already gotten over the feeling of wanting to cry. She was determined to see this through and if the man decided to put another act, she will punch him for sure. Hae-Sun voiced, "Eira, I'm coming in." Well, how? Her eyes looked at the door knob and on her two hands that were holding the platter.
She smirked. "Um... can you... help to open the door, please?" she asked, although she preferred not to. He could have been sleeping for all she knew. Or was he still by the wall where she left him? The female smirked more. Yikes.
OUR FUTURE'S HERE AND NOW, HERE COMES THE COUNTDOWN!
i have been acquainted with the night. i have walked out in rain—and back in rain. i have outwalked the furthest city light.
the sound of the door closing reverberated in his mind, echoing endlessly as darkness encroached upon his world. he struggled against the seductive call of unconsciousness. faint breezes from the air conditioner chilled his heated body as his frame continued to slide down the wall until his knees connected with the carpeted floor; however, syeira lacked the strength to remain upright. his figure descended toward the ground until he could fall no further, but in his mind, the descent continued through never ending darkness. guilt tugged at his heart, which betrayed him over and over again. it beat rebelliously in his chest though he desired the welcoming embrace of death, for he doubted his ability to continue donning his mask of apathy. pale lips quirked into a bitter smile as trembling hands rose away from his lap, fingers pressing against his forehead and then sinking into the slightly damp locks of dark purple hair.
befuddled and disoriented, his prone frame refused to move, locked into place by his memories and by his oscillating emotions. in one instant, he felt the need to request hae-sun’s departure from his apartment, yet when she left to prepare the soup,—was it soup? he could not recall.—he reacted instinctively to her retreat, attempting to ensure her continued presence by his side. dark brows furrowed while tears stung his eyes. to syeira, he floated in a sea of turmoil and of confusion. hae-sun confounded his addled mind, yet she kept him anchored to reality. without her, terror would claw away at his heart, ripping it apart and leaving him listlessly perched upon his bed. hallow laughter escaped him in a raspy tone, throat constricting despite the sound that slipped past his parted lips. perhaps he should heed her advice and stop pushing himself.
i have looked down the saddest city lane. i have passed by the watchman on his beat and dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain.
with stubborn tenacity, he dropped his hands away from his face, lifting his head and narrowing his eyes to help establish a sense of equilibrium. the world sharpened into focus around him as he pressed on hand against the wall, feet resting against the carpeted ground and figure trembling in a mixture of pain and apprehension. in a calculated movement, the dark haired model heaved himself to his feet, swaying dangerously despite utilizing the wall as a support. his feet shuffled across the carpet as he departed from the wall, and with each forward movement, the world spun dangerously around him. colors collided to form an indistinguishable blob while objects blurred together and lacked substance, morphing into an intangible idea within his mind. doubt crept upon his conscious thoughts as the distance between himself and his bed decreased; however, before he could reach the object, his strength vanished, evaporating from existence and leaving his body to suffer the consequences of his reckless actions.
the descent ended abruptly with his hands reaching out and snagging the familiar fabric of his covers, dragging the object off his bed as his body connected with the ground. fluffy carpet cushioned his descent while the blankets covered his overheated figure. sapphire blue tinted eyes blinked as he lifted one shaking hand to remove the covers, leaving them draped over the lower half of his body. once again, insular chuckles escaped him as he bent his body forward. his bangs shifted across his forehead as he bowed his head and unleashed another bout of half crazed laughter. i need assistance, syeira breathed upon regaining control of his senses… or a portion of his senses. the world remained a fuzzy blur to him as his hands dropped to press against the carpet, fingers brushing against the familiar texture of his journal.
i have stood still and stopped the sound of feet when far away an interrupted cry came over house from another street,
his fingers shifted closer to the object, curling around the cover and dragging it closer. with careful movements, he picked up the aged book, settling it on his lap and staring down at it as the emotions vanished from his visage. within his heart, the feelings fought for dominance, raging against one another as they oscillated between happiness and terror. contained within the book were his darkest secrets and his deepest desires. a portion of his mind warned him against glancing through the pages while his heart urged him to grapple with the demons of his past. bemusement colored his features—the sole reemergence of the maelstrom that existed within his heart, and for him, time ceased moving, brought to a screeching halt by his discovery. he did not move, did not blink, did not feel. syeira morphed into a statue as the seconds drifted into minutes and minutes transformed into an hour.
a voice shattered his blissful ignorance, but he merely blinked once, turning his head toward the door and staring at it without understanding the significance of the object. it remained the sole barrier between himself and his visitor, who seemed intent on forcing the ailing man to struggle with the deteriorating condition of his body and of his mind. the deep fractures increased as his brow furrowed. pale lips curved into a noticeable frown as he altered his position on the ground, easing his back to connect with the frigid metal of his bed and allowing the book to remain perched upon his lap—opened to the first entry which detailed the staggering and heart wrenching decline of his mother’s health. did he need to assist his visitor? or should he remain stationary—locked into place by his memories and by his illness? in the end, syeira lacked the strength to overcome the obstacle set before him, translating into his inability to force himself to his feet and open the door for hae-sun.
"You are stupid, I told you to stay on the bed, didn't I?"
Honestly, THIS was not helping- at all. She could hear some faint sound of something shifted and moving from behind the door or in the room but that was it. Hae-Sun has her ear leaned against the barrier that prevented her from entering. Her eyes blinked and slid aside as she tried to understand what was going on. So could it mean that Syeira has fallen asleep? Her eyes looked down on the platter. Oh boy. Now what? She knitted her eyebrows, trying to figure out a way to solve this. Actually, it was not a big matter. She could easily put it on the floor first, or on the coffee table in the hall, and open the door. Unfortunately, Hae-Sun was accustomed to a tradition that once a woman prepares something like food or drinks and has decided to carry it to a location, she must not place it elsewhere for the luck that is served along with the nutrition may stay at the spot and the person the dishes are to serve for will not receive it. It was more of an old custom but Hae-Sun was educated and raised in such way that her mother believed such traditions should not be forgotten through time.
As for now, all lucks were needed to get this man back on his feet.
Hae-Sun sighed. "Never mind, Eira," she spoke lightly, almost like a hush. One hand shifted its position to the bottom of the platter, while another hand slowly left its position. She gasped and grunted when the platter shook along with whatever on it. Small sound of clings and tings heard as she tried her best to balance them. "Oh, please stay, stay!" she prayed quietly in her mother tongue with her eyes widened at the way these dining set were trembling. Her hand quickly snatched the door knob, twisted it and pushed herself inside with her shoulder. The collision did made a bang sound and immediately she balanced herself back. "Woah..." she hawed. Her mother was right. She was quite tall that her gravity center seemed a bit out of its alignment. It can be fixed easily if she was to eat the right food at the right time.
She was just not in the mood.
Her eyes drove away from the plate and onto a figure that was resting on the bed. Her eyes blinked few times, believed with what she saw and the posture he was in. She started by forcing her lips shut together and then, as she could hold the air, she burst and laughed. "Ahahaha!!" She cackled, bending herself lightly. The platter trembled violently again and forced herself to stop. "Wow wow wow!" She hawed, trying to regain control of the balance. She stood straight up, chuckling a bit and started walking towards him. "What on earth happened to you while I was in the kitchen Eira? You looked like you were being mummified," the female joked a bit with light chuckles escaped between her lips. She bent her knees and sat down on the floor beside the bed's side he was laying. She put down the platter, with a relieved sigh that it has arrived where it should have safely, stood on her knees and placed her palm on his forehead. She asked, "How do you feel, Eira?"
For once, she wanted to pretend nothing has happened between them. No sad talking, no emotional accusation, no turning their backs on one another. For once, she wanted a happy memory. She began to feel tired from crying and getting all depressed about this. She brought few strands of her to the back, keeping the beret on her head to hide her innocent fox-like ears away from his sight and made a gesture to make him sit up. "Can you sit? I made you soup," she said, smiling a little bit.
@zeit01 OOC: -teary a bit at the sight of her being so gentle-